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Super Duck's picture

Irritating Girl is being a complete and total asswipe about me. She refuses to be talked to by "weirdo lesbians." (Then WHY does she sit with French Class Girl?!) It irks me. According to her and her annoying friend, all LGBT people have to be like their stereotypes. I hate that sort of thinking. Stereotypes don't apply to EVERYONE. Take me for example: the only thing I have in common with a stereotypical lesbian is that we both like girls. French Class Girl is also nonstereotypical.

Speaking of her, we had to give reports today. Whenever I see Irritating Girl touching her hair, it's always a struggle to not bust out laughing. Right as I went up to the front of the room, Irritating Girl touched her hair. Dammit, I couldn't even look up from my paper or else I'd laugh.

I also noticed French Class Girl randomly stroke Irritating Girl's shoulder, and her hand went like RIGHT next to her boob. Uh, WOW, that's not obvious at all...

Anyway, there is some basketball tournament thing at my school this week. (I promise you, this is relevant.) My friend's school is playing. I heard from a girl in my English class that my friend is most likely playing basketball. If she is, I wanna go to her game. Haha, I would be that random, overly enthusiastic person screaming for the "wrong" team! I kind of want to ask her if she is, but for some reason I'm scared to. I am such a failure; I haven't talked to her since Homecoming. :( Sometimes when she is busy, she doesn't return my messages and stuff, and I tend to overanalyze things and get scared that she doesn't want to talk to me, ever. So I'm always scared to try. How do I get past that? I miss her so, so much...

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carmen143's picture

Do it!

Just text her.
What have you got to lose?

<3 FLAME ON! <3

Super Duck's picture

Nothing... I guess I'm just

Nothing... I guess I'm just being lame. I used to text her and stuff all the time in eighth grade, but ever since she left I have always felt like this. It's so frustrating. :(

carmen143's picture

Don't sweat it.

She'll be happy to reconnect with an old friend. You can do it. :)
<3 FLAME ON! <3

tenmilestilts's picture

yeah, just say, "i heard

yeah, just say, "i heard your team is playing my school. are you gonna be playing?" don't be scared!
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

Super Duck's picture

I'll try something like that

I'll try something like that tomorrow; it's super late right now, and her school's game isn't until Wednesday or Thursday.

kuu2's picture

ehh.

yes, what is there to lose? and the answer is simple, hope. u lose hope with every unanswered text. i just figured that out cuz i always told myself that and than was crushed. humanity cant live without hope. but....text her cuz u have to find confidence in yourself and show it. :)

Life is easily complicated.

tenmilestilts's picture

ya know what? you're

ya know what? you're totally right. but that's why hope is my mantra. because hope is the thing that you have to work to maintain, and the thing that you can't do without. it's not that hope is affected by events as much as actions are affected by hope. (if that makes any sense. if not i can try to reword that so it does...*furled brow*)
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!

Super Duck's picture

I guess that's part of it.

I guess that's part of it. I'm afraid to lose hope in anything, really. Especially her. I dunno, maybe I'm just being stupid.