I'm amazed.. amazed. When I look at my journal and most of the time it isn't even relevant anymore because I was whining about having feelings for someone. But then next time I'm on here.. I don't.

I believe that is what high school does to most. Or it did to me. I've become practically emotionally numb when it comes to matters of the heart.

In slightly other news. I've been resisting the urge to wish harmful things upon my ex. She doesn't know how to function properly, but more than that she wants me to fix her goddamn life for her. I suggested she go to therapy and she said she can't... which I know is a lie. She just doesn't want to get better. She likes her drama. This is why I broke up with her.

My friend's birthday is on Friday and despite not having school we are going on a field trip to see MacBeth. I'm baking her a cake Thursday night and bringing it along. I hope she loves it. I've been planning it for a while. xDDDD