Where did my best friend go? I'm lonely. Pitifully lonely. It makes me want to cry. It's funny when you have someone you don't mind being lonely, you like it. When you don't have anyone, when you don't have anything for comfort, to fall back on, you hate it. At least I do. I don't know what happened. Nothing is wrong.....but at the same time everything is wrong. I feel abandoned and like she doesn't even care about me. I don't even care about me. But still, what did I do wrong? I don't know anymore, but I'm sad. I have other friends. But it's not the same. I'm an introvert I am a solitude kind of person but everyone has that one person that is their best friend. Everyone has someone. And I did. I use to. But not anymore. It doesn't feel like it anymore. She doesn't know anything that's going on in my life. I'm not someone to go to her and tell her all these things. I don't do that. I haven't been depressed in awhile. I guess I'm not depressed, I'm ok, but it's starting to get to me a lot more. It's starting to impact me. I don't really know what to do. I guess I'll get used to it.