I'm definitely feeling better. I still feel like shit sometimes because I start to think about him too much, but it's become pretty rare. He just doesn't deserve me. He's not worth my time or energy. All the gay guys I've met so far have been definitely not even close to my liking, so it's been something that's been hard for me to see...but tonight I actually did meet up with another gay guy who really is legit, so I realize there are good guys out there, and I don't have to worry so much about not finding someone. I knew in my head that it was true, but I typically don't believe things until I experience them for myself.

So yeah, this guy...I'd say he's the real deal. I met him last week at the LGBT BBQ. Love them acronyms, by the way! Anywho, he's also a SENIOR, so it's really dubious as to whether something is going to happen or not. But we really did connect tonight and I felt the attraction waves flowing, so who knows? Even if it's just being friends, though, that's cool, because he's a great guy.

I'm going to pull a William Faulkner on you and go back in time to recall the events of the past week and a half. I feel that even though the breakup was almost unnecessarily upsetting, it was also really worth it. I've had to rethink so many things. I've come to appreciate myself and get to know myself better. I feel better about life. Yeeeeeah.

Other than that, I've just been scrambling to get all my homework done (there's a lot...) and hanging out with my new buds. Woo.