I doubt we have any doctors in the house, but I'm pretty freaked out. I've got some sort of... abscess or something on the right side of my face. I can't really tell what it is because it's under a freckle. And it hurts if I touch it. (And sometimes it's very slightly sore if even if I don't touch it because I've been obsessively messing with it all day.) But it's not like a horrible, agonizing pain. It's just slightly sore, I guess. It's not a weird color or shape. Hell, it's not even red or irritated-looking. It doesn't look like any pictures of skin cancer or things like that that I've seen. (I don't see how I would have such a thing, anyway, because I don't get nearly enough sun exposure...) It just looks like an average freckle, really, except it's ever-so-slightly raised. It does not bleed or ooze or anything like that.

I showed my dad, and he said that if it doesn't stop being weird in a few days, I should go to the doctor's. I don't think I can wait "a few days," though, because it's kind of freaking me out. D: But I can't just go because it costs money, and it would probably turn out to be something totally stupid like a pimple after having my dad pay all that money. (Which is absolutely retarded, but that's another rant for another time.) Or, of course, I could NOT go and have it turn out to be some fatal disease that causes me to die an agonizingly painful death...

I really need to just stop thinking about it, but I can't. x_x What should I do with it?