I....
Basically hate myself.

Probably because I'm just a chicken and I won't talk to her. =/

Funny story...

Last night I was working on a homecoming banner with some friends from my dorm wing... and I had to go back up to my floor to get something. Well, 'she' lives on my floor, too. Actually, she's a CA. So. Anyways, she and her friend were waiting for the elevator, and I was like spacing out and I almost ran into them when they were going to get on the elevator. I mumbled 'excuse me' and I walked off the elevator, and she like.. whistled.. like.. a note. Idk why. o.O I was mortified for some reason, though.

And today... I was walking with a friend to class, and I walked past her and the same friend she was with yesterday.. and like.. she looked at me.. for some reason I thought it was odd. I could NOT focus in french because of that, though. Damn.

Oh, and she just walked past my room and looked at me, while I am sitting at the computer... but she didn't say anything. That was like.. half an hour ago.

I think my friend said it right... "I got it bad..."

Maybe she'll join Holly and us girls for dinner tonight, since she's a fourth floor CA and all... though it's just for our wing.. =S I can hope, okay? haha

I need to stop obsessing.
And work on homework.

She's 5 years older than me.. did I mention that? I've always been attracted to older people. Huh.

Does anyone have any advice for me???? I could really use it. I can't seem to get the courage to talk to her haha.

<3