okay, i've written, like, one entry. and i kinda feel bad about it, because i really really like the idea of this website, i love this website. but i never really have anything to talk about. but now i do, ha.

okay, first of all, my mom's gay. yes, i am blessed. (: [she was 'straight' for a while, and came out just a few years ago, after she'd had three kids. that should squash a few questions.]
anyway.
she was with this chick kat, and i had some mixed feelings about her. like, she was really nice, pretty funny and everything, but then, on the other hand, she was crazy. like, obsessivecontrollingdepressivedramatic all that good stuff. the first day we met her, she moved in due to some pretty suckish circumstances. i didn't like her at first, but i got to know her, and she helped me a lot with my cutting. with her help, i stopped.

well, my mom finally broke up with her a few days ago. and well, needless to say, kat lost it. she walked 9 hours to a friend's house just so she could get away from my mom [she had no other way to leave the house], and then two days later she was going to jump off an overpass. well, she checked herself into a psych ward the next morning.

kat's daughter has a crazy crush on me. like, she won't stop calling the house, commenting on myspace, messages, emails, everything. and honest to god, it's creeping me out so bad. not to mention the fact that kat's son told me some things about when he lived here that were quite disturbing.

therefore, i'm done with that family. i've stopped replying to her daughter, stopped answering her calls, everything.

but jeez, it's killing me. like, i just need her to leave me alone. i've begged my mom to talk to her about it [they're still cool, by the way.] but she just doesn't know how to go about it. honestly, neither do i. i don't want to hurt the girl, because i know she'll go off the deep end if i do. but i need her to leave me alone.

do you guys know what i could do? like, any advice would be great right now.

and by the way,
since i'm never on here, if anyone wants to add me on myspace that'd be great, because you have a much better chance of talking to me on there.
www.myspace.com/crlzbth
it's kind of an addiction for me. xD

thanksss. (: