Why am I so upset over this?
It's just facebook.
And we're not even friends.
I should just add her.
But I'm afraid of rejection...
I make too many excuses for myself.
I don't want her to judge me.
When I think she's looking at me, it almost feels that way.
God... I just... I don't know what to do.
I'm a mess right now, and I have no clue why.
I don't know if she's in a relationship or not..
I'm hoping it's not with someone I know...........
Because that would be painful.
Ugh... it sounds like I'm like... in love with her or something.
But I'm not.
It's just a crush.
It's like every other thought I have is about her.
I just want her to notice me.. to see me for who I really am..
Because.. I feel like we would be right for each other.
Damn it. =/