I'm actually pretty happy today. =]

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Just got back to my room after sitting in the lobby for a few hours (A FEW) selling baked goods. We had a table full.. and now there is none left. I'm glad my friend has such superior saleswoman qualities. XD It was hilarious to see her, though.

Anyways.

I think.... I'm over her. I think. I still find her extremely attractive, but there are other girls here that I KNOW are gay / bi, and I miiiighhhtttt have a chance with. That's a small chance.. but hey. A girl can hope. =]

Oh, and uhm.. I know I didn't tell you guys this before... but erm..
I'm not exactly into guys anymore... I'm not attracted to them physically or emotionally or whatever.. I don't know. I wouldn't say I'm bi... but... I don't really want to classify myself as a lesbian, either. I think it's too quick for me to change that. As of now... I completely prefer girls. Maybe it's because I'm not around guys? Who knows.

I took a facebook quiz and it told me I would never get married. WOOT! =D That's actually my goal in life lol. No marriage, no kids.
Unless I find the right person who can actually make me want to settle down.
Highly unlikely.

Oh! GSA meeting last night went well. I think I'll go to the one tomorrow, too... just so I don't miss anything. XD I have nothing better to do, so why not.
We were talking about organizing a drag show like they had last year, but then they got me all confused because they were talking about where to have it, when they said they would have it at the arts center and I was like.. Huh?? Oh well. I'll bring it up again tomorrow.

I should go study french. I didn't read my book at all this weekend, and I am a complete SLACKER when it comes to that class. Ugh.

=] Peace out.

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Abelle's picture

<3

Glad to hear you're doing well. :) Bake sales are always fun. As for classifying yourself, don't worry about it. It's not something you can just decide.

Nanook's picture

You don't have to be

You don't have to be heterosexual, bisexual, homosexual or assexual. You could have no representative sexuality if you didn't like looks. And if the gender of the person doesn't matter, you could consider yourself a pansexual, or in my own words, an equal opportunist.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

True.. true.. And idk. I

True.. true..
And idk. I guess I don't really see gender as a deciding factor... I mean, there's a ftm trans person here, and I find him (I say that loosely, because 1- women's college, and 2- (s)he dresses in.. well.. women's clothing still, because of parental influence.) attractive. I think it's the hair. XD D (the person mentioned) is really nice and is in GSA, too.

Idk. I guess I just hate to leave things left unanswered.

Now that I think about it.... maybe it IS hair... o.O that sounds weird.. but.. hmm.. idk. I'll have to think about that one for a while lol.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Nanook's picture

I totally understand the

I totally understand the hair thing. It can definitely make or break a person. I mean, on bad hair days, I just look disgusting. But sometimes, I have AMAZING hair, and quite frankly, I think I look smoking.

Meh. Personally, I know I could end up with a chick. However, I still associate myself as being a homo. Plus, I like boys A LOT, and it would be my preference to end up with one, at least in concept. Cuddling with dudes is just so much more fun ; ]

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Lol no, I mean.... okay...

Lol no, I mean.... okay... Let me explain this.

NOT to be racist, but.. erm.. I like black girls. A LOT. Like.. more than white girls? lol Anyways.. I realized earlier that I am totally into the tiny braids. XD
I'm weird, I know. And I love short hair. Like.. the almost butch girls.
Idk.
=] I'm just dumb like that.
[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

Nanook's picture

Really? I tend to prefer

Really? I tend to prefer white dudes more than black dudes.

And of course it's not racist. I mean, because you don't preference dudes, does that mean you're sexist?

But yea. Straight, dirty blonde or strawberry blonde hair ALWAYS gets me.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Lol I know. I feel dumb

Lol I know. I feel dumb whenever I say that, though. Idk why.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

lamb_da's picture

i also think

that i wouldn't mind being with a guy...just that
i really really prefer girls....like...alot....
kinda like you but we're swapped....lol

That's so straight. No, seriously.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Actually, I'm at that point,

Actually, I'm at that point, too. If I could be with a girl or a guy, I would pick a girl for sure. That sounds really bad to me, for some reason...

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

lamb_da's picture

lol why?

how does that sound bad?

That's so straight. No, seriously.

lamb_da's picture

^^ glad you're so

happy!

doesn't matter to us if you cant figure yourself out!
i found a great term that i use!
byke: a bisexual lesbian! ^^

That's so straight. No, seriously.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

OH MY GOD THAT IS

OH MY GOD THAT IS AMAZING!!!! Do you mind if I steal that? =]
that kinda really describes me. XD
Seriously... I am totally laughing my ass off at that right now, though!!!! that's great lol.

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

lamb_da's picture

^^ no prob!

i found it on this site that sells t-shirts....they're...amazing....lol
that describes me perfectly as well...

oh and about your preference to race...
i'm asian and prefer white girls...mostly...
haha....i tihnk it's more of because we see
so mich of our own race that we feel like
a different race from our own would be...
more refreshing? idk....lol

That's so straight. No, seriously.

l.enigma_ambulante's picture

Ah, I guess I see your point

Ah, I guess I see your point to that lol.

My best friend, who is black, told me that once I "go black", I'll never go back. Which was funny, but at the same time, It's true! lol

[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]

lamb_da's picture

lol

very nice...
i mean...i'll still see SOME asian girls as attractive, but...i really would prefer caucasian or something other than asain....lol

That's so straight. No, seriously.