You sound very down ferrets. I get that. I'm sorry you feel so messed up. I get bouts of that too. PM me if you need to talk. And about the words...I know, but I don't know what to say. It's not always what you say, but what you SAY. I'm not being clear, but I'm already concerned. So just PM if you need to, even if it's rambling fragments or incoherent thoughts.

I've kind of been drifting in and out of Oasis lately, I know, but you can PM me too. I'll make sure I read and answer.

You are an awesome kid; we want you to be OK.

*HUGS*

~~~ the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses ~ e e cummings ~~~

I think you're supposed to come here more when you feel messed up, not less.

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"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis

If everything isn't okay you need to shout it to the high heavens!
Chances are one (or most) of the Oasians here will listen and respond.
If you can't personally speak, relay the message through a few ferrets. They'll spread the message!!
<3 FLAME ON! <3

Let me guess...Brian....Brendan....um....damn it is brain yes?
I love you so fucking much Ein <3

*Hugs*

You know we're all here to listen to you, yeah? Just don't hurt yourself, mmkay?

"Assets, what are our assets?"

"Well I've got a banana, and in a pinch you could put up some shelves..."