My school has a football game tonight, but I'm not going... You'll never guess what school we're playing. Well, now that I said that, you probably will. Yeah, we're playing my friend's school at their, um, place? Field? Satanic death pit? I dunno what exactly to call it.

A bunch of people from my grade are going 'cause she is most likely going to be there. I should've gone too; it's only 30-something minutes away. But the thought of ever setting foot on that school's campus just makes my stomach writhe in agony. I wouldn't be able to handle it... But damn, I wish I could. If I could, I'd be hugging her right now instead of typing this. :(

This whole thing has just had me feeling like crap all day. Why'd she have to just go and leave? Well, I shouldn't ask that. That's a dumb question. It's not like she got a choice. I just really, really wish she was still here.

Ughhh... I'm sorry for typing all this retarded crap. I just feel so bad right now.