Unrequited love sucks. I really need to pull my shit together on this one. Like seriously, it's been four fucking years. No one thinks she's even a remotely decent person (and the one person who does... wants to date her)... I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. I've become her confidant. Which would be fine if I hadn't realized... hadn't thought about rather, about how I feel about her. I don't care about defining our relationship. We are friends. Weird friends, but friends nonetheless. Thus not only can I not have feelings for her, I can't tell anyone. It's too fucking awkward.

Unrequited love means baking. Unrequited love means... long phone calls to my best friend and lots of crying. Unrequited love means sleepless nights and thoughtless days. Unrequited love means I'm too fucking repetitive to have a fucking point in the first place.