So haven't stopped working for the whole of Sunday.
And still can't finish everything.
Did a crappy job with my biology essay, haven't revised for physics tomorrow... and my chemistry report is in no way going to get done by Friday unless there be sleepless nights and endless weeping.
Just... so exhausted. Had a mandatory counselling session with my scholars group teacher the other day. She said I'm trying to do too many things at once - socialise, cultural activities, school work, scholarships... something will eventually have to give. So I've been cutting back on the socialising this weekend. Just hard to sit in my room for hours you know, it's not my thing. But I guess I just have to endure and make compromises until December. I have to do what I have to do to get where I want. But again, thinking is not the same as doing - and I'm so easily tempted.
So yeah, fucking bio essay. Screwed for my other tests tomorrow... and jesus christ english research and report writing is starting soon too. Just feel so powerless right now. And that's only for the academic side of things. If you add on the after school commitments and the bullshit prefect drama which I have to sort out this week with the new headmaster, and so on and so forth.. I think I'm going to run myself in front of a bus.
I wasn't even going to have time to write this entry. But I thought I've done enough work. Gona go die for a few hours now. G'night everyone.
NB. And thanks for those comments posted on my other entry. I just didn't have time to post a proper reply to you guys. So I want to thank you guys now it was very sweet and it was really nice reading them.