*hyperventilates* Sometimes I'm so glad people on the internet can't see me. *sigh*

I'll try to make this short. But my good friend (the one I bake with) well I'm also friend's with her sister who I adore. And she is two grades behind us. And her friend is so delicious. Pardon me while I drool. *drools* Okay, I think I'll be fine. But I've had this monster crush on her forever and thankfully I can actually talk to people I fan over. I'll start from the beginning.

They are kind of dorky because they read Manga. Fine whatever. But they're making me read Gravitation (yaoi) which I fell in love with and I've only read the first two. Anyway, she IMed me like specifically to talk to me about it. She also really wants me to go to the convention with them in November (which I'm really excited for because it would be three days with her.. and she likes to HUG?!?!). I'll be eighteen and they want me to get them anime porn... but she also adores me.

I'm applying to Starbucks after I get my license next month and she says that she'll come visit me all the time. I really like her but being that I'm A) a senior and am probably leaving this year and B) I don't want to fuck up our blossoming friendship and C) I have no idea if she's gay or bi or the slightest bit interested in me.

But yeah, I'm like SUPER excited because she's super cute. Even if she's a good foot taller than me. She's 6'1. And I also .. come to think of it... I think she's trans... which I'm totally okay with. She rocks the androgynous look which I find totally hot.