i've sort of been stalking this site for a bit, and decided to make myself a journal. :D
soo i suppose i'll write a bit about myself :)
my name is tristan, i'm sixteen and i'm bisexual, mostly into guys. i identify mostly as male. i'm canadian and i have huge curly hair :)
I'm a really cheerful person, always super happy and hyper :D I love talking to new people.
The reason I made this journal thing is that.. i don't really know anyone lgbt, or any who are out anyways. and i'd love to talk to more people like me! :):):)
So I suppose i should add some content to this journal, and share my current emotions towards my sexual orientation
I just really wanted to let some stuff out about being bisexual. I just find it really hard to be in relationships. If I find myself attracted to someone of the same gender while in a ''straight'' relationship, or vice-versa (though i've never been with a guy...) i'll feel guilty, because i'm supposed to be attracted to this one person, right? even if it's just walking down the street and seeing someone attractive. Then also, seeing as i've never been with another guy, I have a problem being in serious relationships with girls because i've never known what it's like with guys, and i don't want to miss opportunities or wtvr. so even though i'm mostly okay with my sexuality and i'm out and everything, sometimes i wish i was just straight or gay. i'm also afraid of my sexuality not being taken seriously, as though i was saying i was bi because it would be more accepted amongst straight people, or to be ''cool'' (see following paragraph)
yeah, cool like those fake bisexuals yeah, you know. bicuriousity/bisexuality is considered ''cool'' now because of people being more accepting/pop culture/wtvr., and it sort of bothers me. i mean, it's great that gay/lesbian relations are more and more accepted... but if you're faking it just to be cool then you've sort of lost my respect. it just bothers me.
< /whining > (promise never to be this whiny, i just had to get it off my chest :D)
so anyways you guys,
have you ever wished you were of another sexual orientation? do you know any fake bisexuals? what do you think of the whole issue?
hah, this is sort of like a first day at a new school, i hope you guys will like me :3