no joe, no dice
no sugar or spice
everything bad
with nothing nice

ow, hurts my heart
that wasn't smart
oh well, who cares
it was a start

um...so i finally told veronica that i liked her...kinda...i wrote it...as a poem...a stupid poem...but a poem never the less...uh...and she...wrote a stanza...back...

it's true what they say
that love is blind
but i only agree part way
with one thing on my mind

i really don't know
what i'm looking for
i just know one thing
i want love, forever more

i'm scared of what will happen
what would be said
i could babble and babble
'til the flies drop dead

the gas flows
under beef stew
only the people in my head knows
that i love you

and...yeah...here's hers:

What a friend have I in this heartsick world!
How dear a dear you are to live and love
Without restrainting hands or lips tight' curled
More treasured a friend I ne'er could have dreamed of.

right....so we continue to pass notes (ooh! passing note in class!/sarcasm) and in the last thing she wrote was:

You <3 me, and you are a
dear friend 2 me. I <3 U, friend!!!

i....dont know...anymore.......
that was misleading...rather...she was misleading...very very very misleading...so incredibly misleading...intensely...immensely...misleading...
i think i want to go in a dark corner and cry...like a typical emo teenager...i would eat ice cream...but my mommy's home...oh right...i need to tell her...that i'm fruity...i wonder how she'll take it...

on a lighter note that isn't tha light...
i got the gardisil shots today...it's hurting like a bitch right now......seriously...painful sonofagun

thats my friday so far...shit