so as you might have read from theo(satu) she left for finland today
she should be landing in newyork at somepoint in the hour i think..
before she left she told me to spoil myself today and be happy and i trying but its way too hard.
im not just sitting and crying like i thought id be but yeaa i cant smile with out thinking of her which makes me cry.
im excited for her 'caz i know how much she loves her family and friends.
also finland is much better for her caz her year here sucked due to alot of stupid/rude people.
i wish i could be there with her.
3 years is such a long time to live without your love.
before i left her house the last day we were together she kissed me infront of her host mom..
it made me so happy and sad, the kiss made me cry
i knew it was gonna be the last one for a year...
im hoping this year goes by fast
she just got off the plane buttt it did not land in nyc..
its in alil town like 100 miles away due to weather.
andd my sister just got to my house so i need to end this post but im sure within the next day i'll have more on this