Hello all! I'm a 17 year old boy looking for possibly advice and/or comments on my situation. There is a boy who is 14 (2 years an a half younger) who I think is the love of my life, but I can't say I love him because I feel love is something you need to feel back from the other person. I'm infatuated. After getting to know him a little I found out he has never dated a single girl yet and he would never mention girls anywhere around me. It wasn't until recently he said to me "there was a girl he thought was cool" but never said anything further than that. I met him about a year ago because I dated his sister who is also 17 only because I've been very confused about my sexual orientation. I feel like I've been forcing myself to date girls only because it's what my family and friends look at as "natural". Every time I see him I get butterflies. I have been having him over a lot lately and when he goes home I feel like there is nothing to do. I just want to be around him all the time. A couple days ago he slept over at my house for the first time. We were both laying on the floor in front of my tv in my room about a foot apart from each other. We were watching Family Guy and every time I looked over at him; he would look back at me for a good three seconds. He would get a small smile and say "what?" with a small laugh and then look away. I was laying down and my hand was out towards him a little and out of no where I realized he grabbed my hand and fiddled with it a little almost like he didn't know it was my hand. So I looked at him and he pulled his hand away and said something like "trying to hold my hand?" (smiling and slightly laughing). I responded with "what was that?" and he laughed and said "nothing". He also started talking to me about sleeping in boxers. After he'd talk a little he would realize what he said and say "why am I asking that?" and I'd say "I don't know" with a small laugh. I'd like to think he likes me, but it only feels that way when we are alone together. There is probably a lot more I could add to this, but I'm going to stop here. So do you think he likes me? He never wants to leave my house when he has to go. Some opinions would be nice. = ) Thanks.