lol. random right? yup it kinda just popped into my head. so i typeded it.lol.hmmm i think i am gonna go with mom tomorrow. i need to get out of this damn house. i might have cabin fever. i mean sometimes when dad says we're gonna go out i get all anxious to leave. well most of the time anyway. he noticed a while back and he basically said "what.the.fuck?" but in a nicer, not so vulgar way. lol. actually im kinda anxious for tomorrow. and sunday. im gonna try and go hang out at my cousin's pad. because i need to get this fear of my skateboard over with......and they live closer to the beach than we do. lol. if all goes well, this weekend should be some what fun. :D.
aaannyyways. i just might go out today. for like 15 minutes. lol. or not. hopefully someone calls me to ask if i wanna hangout. D: damn. i need some friends who live closer to me. i still havent asked if i can go to knotts. but im going with mom so i dont think it really matters. unless there's a way where i can fit all three things (hanging out with becky, going to knotts with alex, and then going to that carnival thing with mom) into one day. >.> didnt think so.lol.
hmm. last night was good i guess. not as quiet as it used to be. although im still shy. but im opening up more,lol. hehe that sounded funny. hm..."brown bear brown bear what do you see? i see a *insert insulting word here* looking at me..." haha i like changing it up a bit. sooo many fillers for that spot. lol. ummmmmm......lately i havent really had anything to say/talk about on here. well, i have. but hmmmmm....nothing sad and depressing...yay! lol.
i should probly stop now.......before the aliens attack.
laters
oh and i dunno wtf that last line had to do with anything
so again
laters lol XD