Sorry if I complain a lot in this. I'm sooooo bored right now. I already exhausted all of the things anyone could possibly do by themselves for days on end. I made an entire lunch box out of Capri Suns for God's sake! And I'm mad cause one of my supposed best friends who I have know for years has backed out on our plans twice this week with a phone call 10 minutes before and lame excuses. she never ever calls me and she just mooches off other people basically she has turned into a fake, shallow, unfriendly person in the last two years. Everyone else is gone and I'm starting to realize that I don't have very many friends well...... two amazing best friends and a few others ( but none that I could really just call up) it's sort of depressing. I wish I had a job, everyone rejected my application and no one is hiring because of the screwed economy. Sorry for complaining so much. I have been feeling so depressed in the last few weeks and not just because of this stuff, this is just me being bored.