The chemistry between us could destroy this place

music is life's picture

Soo my summer has been very bittersweet. I'm grounded, like big time grounded and in deep shit. :) go me!
I've started talking to this girl about a week before school got out. We've hung out a few times and things are going really good. But I'm confused as hell. We hung out saturday night and she graduated that day to so I got her a gift. Flowers. Lame! But she said it was super cute and that she loved them. Idk I guess i'm just glad she liked them atleast. It was at a party to and we kept trying to be alone and makeout and whatnot but people kept walking in on us. And one time this guy came in the room and started throwing up. Not cool. Eventually we got alone and we slept in the same bed. She practically kissed me to sleep cuz it was 5am. God that was the best feeling in the world. :D
I've snuck out of the house to meet her. She brought me ice cream :). Our first kiss was on her porch. We hugged and then we stopped and I stepped back and she pulled me into her and we kissed :)
I'm confused about this girl. She's told other people she doesn't want to fall to hard for me. :( I understand though, she's leaving to go to college 2 hours away. It just sucks because I meet this amazing girl and fuckup my summer and get grounded and can hardly see her. I love texting her but damnit! its not the same I wanna see her and just kiss her!!
But right now I haven't talked to her at all today. I kind of am waiting for her to text me first. She's probably doing the same thing though. haha. Oh well.
I need to write something worth while but I can't cuz its all crazy in my head.
:) Happy Monday

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the ghost's picture

That was worthwhile and

That was worthwhile and super cute =]! I do hope you get un-grounded soon!!

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt