i totally just spazzed out. but now im ok. holy shit that was so scary to me hahaha
what do you do when you love someone and they know it and they love you but you dont know if it is friendly or romantic and you cant tell between logic or what you really want to see. everything is ambiguous. the only way to find out is to ask, i think. but im afraid to ask. because maybe the only reason im attached is because i love them romantically and if i find out, which im pretty sure i know, it isn't mutual, i will become unattached and leave. i like being attached and i love to love. i think i will just wait to ask and see what time does because time has already shown me so much. i dont really know though.