yesterday was so much freaking fun!!! first i got to the bank (not fun, but bear with me) and signed my papers, which means i'm the official owner of my own money!!! which means that i can apply for my visa!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D

i hung out with wolf and A for a while, and they got to meet J on skype :P they also got me past that HORRID level in M:UA that i COULD NOT beat, which means that i'll probably be playing it more :P. cause i'm a total marvel geek, almost as much as i'm an X-Men geek.

then they had to go to dinner, but afterwards, we all went to the MU, which is this bowling alley/arcade/everything place, and had THE BEST time! haha, A'd never been bowling before, so wolf and i taught him, LOL. it was epic. :P haha, we were like dancing and making total fools of ourselves every time we got up to bowl. :P i, of course, utterly failed, cause hey, i can't bowl! lol, but it was fun!!!

then we did all the arcade games, and i kicked wolfs ASS at this racing game....BY POINT THREE SECONDS!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA she was so pissed, it was hilarious!!!!!

and THEN i came home to my gf, and spent the rest of the night with her :D. we had the BEST time. we talked and talked and talked....haha, my dad came in at about 7:30, and i was laughing my ass off, and all, and he just sorta stared at me, with his eyes all wide (he's NOT a morning person, and neither am i....unless i've been UP all night!), which of course, only made me laugh more :P!!!

but long story short, it was an amazing night!!! never mind the fact that i have almost no money left in my regular checking account cause i spent it all on food and the alley stuff. :P i don't give a rip! i ADORE my best friend. she's wonderful! and she's so rarely in such a good mood, like she was yesterday, so it's a real treat :D.

and my girlfriends is beyond amazing. she's so beautiful. you have NO idea how beautiful she is. i'm so excited, SOOOO excited, that my move is finally getting real. all i have to do is get my visa and my plane ticket....and go. *GULP*

actually, i need to get, ya know, a ROOM and a JOB, too, but hey! lol, it'll work out. :D i've got plenty of time.

i'm so spacy today. haha, not awake yet...and guess what! it's 1730! lol, my sleep cycle is sooooo screwed up right now. intentionally, but still.

and TOMORROW i have a riding lesson, and i'm fucking excited, cause she said she'd let me canter, which she almost never does until you can comfortably sit the trot (i'm sorry, did i just write 'comfortable' and 'sit the trot' in the same sentence? that is so, so wrong....lol). but she thinks i'm ready. which is really cool. i feel so....competent on the back of a horse. like i know what i'm DOING. which is cool, cause i haven't ridden in years, and even then, i was never totally sure of myself.

oh, and one last note, for anyone who managed to read through all of this. :P like my girlfriend, i'm feeling like i'm moving away from oasis. i don't know if this is perminent or not, or anything. i've moved in and out of oasis for years....i come when i need it, and leave when i don't. this is the longest i've been on here....i think the longest ever. and that's cause i really felt like i made a connection to a lot of you. i made friends, and started to care.

i still do care. of course i do. however, moving around the world is EXTREMELY stressful. not in the "pull your hair out, run in circles and collapse" sort of way, but more "calmly shut down everything that's not necissary for YOU to be okay, and put all your energy into dealing with this crazy concept" way.

it's not that i don't care about all of you, it's simply that i no longer have the resources IN ME to help. which grieves me in a way, but i also know that each and every one of you have the strength and wisdom to surpass any challenge life might throw at you.

for those of you who might be interested, please send me a message and i will give you the link to my new blog, in which i will be writing about my move to australia. i haven't started it yet (cause i'm still in the states!), so i'll be sure to post something here as a reminder when i start it officially.

FYI it's a live journal, and it will be set up as a public account, so that you do not need to be a member to read it or comment on it.

BD