I want to cry.
Scratch that, I will cry.
Why does life have to be so complicated?
Why can't anyone just be NORMAL?
That's all I ask... Yet it's what I would hate the world to be.
I feel so confused. Alone.
No one in the world (except you, if you're reading this) knows what I am. And yet the entire point is that I can't tell them.
I feel so alone. I know that I shouldn't, but still...
Why can't everyone just KNOW who they are? I mean, you'd figure that your brain is YOUR brain, so it should know what you are... But it doesn't.
How the hell does that work?
Every time I think of what I could be, or what I'd like to be... I realize that I can never be that person. Never.
I figure that, somewhere in every little girl's mind, there is the future that they'd like. They see themselves as a perfect little princess. Rich, beautiful, intelligent... Everything they could ever wish for. They see themselves living happily in a castle, with a rich and handsome prince to marry.
But it doesn't work like that. It NEVER works like that.
Why? Why can't life be simple?
... Sorry for being so angsty. :/
I've been having some weird (probably stress-induced) mood swings lately.