Today is NOT GOOD. NOTGOODNOTGOODNOTGOOD!!!
We were all sitting around at lunch, chatting. Somehow, the topic got to me... And the 'running joke' (hahahaNOT), of me being 'lesboooo!'
My friends ended up being all, 'Are you a homosexual? Are you lesboooo?'
And... I didn't answer them. I didn't say anything. So, throughout the day, they were saying it in the same joking way... But I think they know.
AHH! Do they know what I am before I do??? I have no idea what to do. Go along with it? Tell them?
... Deny it, and lie? I don't want to have to lie to them. I hate lying, especially about something like this... But I know they'll keep bugging me until I answer.
I wish life wasn't complicated. It would make things not only an awful lot easier, but also better. If I had known from the moment I was born everything about myself... I wouldn't have to worry about these things.
Especially not in the middle of a math test (which I did, unfortunately. I think I'm going to fail.).