I am starting to love that song by Boys Like Girls. so i am going on a BIG rant today.

Okay, so i get home today, and i get on myspace. Out of no where i am fighting off tears. i was kind of happy today, but i got sorta blown off. So here is the whole story: yesterday i was approached by my Ex-boyfriend, B, yesterday after school and he starts talking to me and hugging me again. this is after avoiding me for nearly 6 FUCKING MONTHS!!!!! So I was kind of happy about this, and he stared flirting with me again. we went to the bathroom where i got my first kiss from him, and were close to making out in there again. well we leave, and i had to go, and i know this is where i prolly screwed myself for today, and i rush off to help my mom get her stuff together. so today i talk to him in the halls, and he seems WAY more distant from yesterday, and after school i see him and he looks right at me with, . . . nothing in his eyes. so i felt bad. and i feel like i might be passing adam up on the whore factor, because i am definitely going to talk to Helix Studios about a job as a Model. i just have to wait until i am 18. so all in all i think i might be throwing my life into money instead of happiness, but i want to be a model, and that kind of industry has crossed my thoughts more than once. and now i really want to hurt someone/thing. I feel so crazy. man this is bullshit. FML!!!!!!!!!!! man this sucks, . . . I need to get laid soon...