Gahaha, I was looking at the "your gay moment of the day thread" and I was all like I would have so much to say for that if it was "trans", i started to write this over there, but it was kind of long, so I stuck it here.
I would have too many posts for words if there was a thread for that, but I'll just stick it here. I was at this Burrito place today and I was called sir by the lady behing the counter. Oh yeah, and I was at a GSA conference over the weekend where we went to the California Capitol, and advocated a couple of bills, and all of the legislators and their staff and the like called me he. I gave the people at the Conference a choice of pronouns to use, and some of them chose he which is a first too. And my version of drag at the event was a dress which was funny too.
I'm not trans though...At least not yet, or for quite a while. I identify as gender queer if someone asks, but use female pronouns and the like. So yeah no, haha, I really don't know what I am, but I'm not realy sure I care either, so screw that. I actually halfway consider myself selectively gendered. I guess I behave certain ways in diferent situations, but it is like I am a different person, except not really. I was talking to someone the other day, and we were comparing how we interacted in various situations, and they were talking about how they just kind of turn up and down the intensity, but when my situation changes, it is like all of me changes, and my idea's on things almost do too, it is weird. But yeah, sometimes I feel like my gender is that way too, like in some situations I feel female, and some I feel male, and then some it just doesnt matter.
Gah, I'm not really sure if I should be posting this, but I am never sure about that, so I suppose I will just let it be.