I'm so friggin head over heels. And I'm not used to it! I mean..I am...but not like THIS. I've been in love before...to this extent. But they were people who used me and abused me and treated me like I'm made out of plastic...no feelings. But Sher...she loves me too!

She gave me a necklace yesterday...a gold heart with three little stones on the side...and she told me that her mother bought it for her in first grade. Her mother told her that wherever Sher was, if she kissed that necklace and held it, her mom would be with her and she didn't have to feel lonely anymore. I remember sitting on the grass with the necklace in my hands and when she told me that I looked into her eyes and she was staring at me with this...softness....

I kissed the necklace and put it on and she smiled and smiled.... :) ....

I love her more than I think I've loved anyone..do you think that I feel that way BECAUSE she loves me back? Like...maybe because she also feels it...my love is intensified?

She told me that she's the silly kind that plans on forever. She said that there's only 3 reasons why she would ever break up with me. 1) I cheated on her. 2) I hit her. and 3) If I broke up with her.

I would never ever ever ever EVER cheat on her! Cheaters are....*yickkk*. And as for hitting her...I could never do that. I've seen abuse and it makes my blood boil. and honestly...I can't ever see me breaking up with her o_0

I'm a realist. I never say "I'll be with you forever!" and I told her that. I said "I don't count on being with you forever, I'm 16!" But honestly...I don't see an end for us! I just can't....