I am going a little nuts at the moment. I generally don't post two journals in the one day, but I am sort of freaking out and cannot sleep (it's 2.45am here). As I think I mentioned a couple of times before, I have a college project that I must pass to pass this year. It is due Monday and it is not done. I will not have it done either.

I spoke to the co-ordinator in charge of the project and told him of my difficulties. I requested a defferal, only to be refused. Despite the fact this project is clearly not going to work, and all my other subjects are suffering because of it.

The irony is if I had stopped panicing about it earlier in the year I probably would have actually been able to do it and passed. But I was having a serious amount of anxiety and it got too much. Now I would like to run away and hide under a rock. I don't even know why I am posting this on a site for queer and questioning youth, but I needed to post it somewhere.

AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!