Wow...It feels like forever since I've been on here 0_o' So as an update with Sher and I; things are amazing. We get closer and closer every day and I am just starting to really like....accept the fact that someone as emotionally and physically BEAUTIFUL can love someone like me. Me! She's just so perfect....but she's been sick this weekend so I'm sad and worried. I've heard reports of that like..swine flu or whatever and she's got flu-ish symptoms. I'm all worried over her and I haven't been able to see her in 2 days. It's killing me.

Also, I have recently taken a trip down memory lane! I went on a cleaning rampage in my house and while I was cleaning my room I pulled my bed out to get under it (can you say ancient dust bunnies? XP ) And there, lo and behold, is a single yellow post-it note. And on that little post-it is the address of a friend I met about 5 or 6 years ago at a gymnastics camp. This girl, Niamh, is from Northern Ireland and was here on an exchange program for that summer when I met her. She almost like..tackled me when she saw my name on the register that first day (I have an EXCEEDINGLY Irish name) thinking I was from her homeland. But we got kinda close and at the end of the camp she gave me her address to write to her.

Me being me...well...I lost it. *gulp* and I finally finally found it! I cannot tell you how many times I have wished and prayed to find that damn tiny piece of paper so I could contact her. I also cannot tell you how many pieces of paper I crumpled up after starting a letter and then hating it. I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT TO WRITE. I finally just....talked...I didn't write..I just thought and wrote it down. And hopefully that will work. I sealed the envelope and then I was like...wait..I have no idea how to address this. She lives in Ireland for fuck's sake.

So I, being me, googled how to write a postal address to Ireland XD and guess what, it worked! so....now I just have to mail it......*prays*....

I'm kind of expecting to wait for like 2 weeks and then get a letter back with two words in response: "Excuse me?" lol