I am not too sure if I hate my college course because I basically just hate all the subjects I do, or if I hate it because I have fallen behind and I struggle at it anyways. My mother assures me that I only hate it now because I am in third year and it is bound to be tougher. But I just don't know anymore. I feel panicy when I just think about doing the work. Like I cannot breath and my heart races. I just don't know what to do about it anymore.