GAHHH!!
I'm feeling very irritable right now :( I FEEL LIKE I'M STUCK IN THE CLOSET STILL. (woah didn't realize cap locks was on), but I have already come out to basically everyone. I mean I'm out to my three best friends in the whole world. Plus I came out personally to my other friends A., E., and S. and AI. Then I even put in on facebook at the beginning of the year. oh yeah and my MOM.
The thing is, nobody cares. I guess that's a lot better than getting a bunch of hate, but seriously it's like they all just ignore it. I would love to be teased about it and have jokes with my friends, but everyone takes it so seriously. I was expecting it all to feel so much more releaving and climactic.
Maybe it is because I don't fit the stereotype AT ALL and people just think it's a joke... I don't know. I'm ready for college so I can join a bunch of clubs and meet a bunch of people and walk down the street holding a girls hand. Not sure why I want everyone to know, but I do. I spent too long in scilence about a lo of things and I want it all off my chest. again- sorry for the rant :) I feel better.
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I kind of feel the same way
I kind of feel the same way sometimes. Granted, I've only come out to three or four people, but they never mention it and sometimes I wonder if they've forgotten or thought that I "got over it." I told my best friend I was a lesbian like two years ago (before I knew I was trans) and after that she still tried to hook me up with one of her guy friends. But everyone I've told are always so solemn about it, thinking I'll be really sensitive, but I really just wish that these things could be the topic of light conversation for once. You know?
Sorry-my comments are a written reflection of when I speak- I just go on and on, rambling without a concern for whether the person being bombarded with words really wants to hear what I'm saying. ^_^;
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I no how u feel. I dont fit
I no how u feel. I dont fit the lesbian stereotype at all. some ppl just think i say im bi 2 get attention, but some ppl take it 2 seriously. and some say they still love me no matter who i love. all tho i identify as bi im more lesbian. ive had a boyfriend but i think about girls and dream about girls. but still some ppl, although its only a handful, still dont believe me. im right there wit u.
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it's nice to hear other
it's nice to hear other people are having the same prob. yeah it's like they don't want to think about it, so they block it out or something. or they think your just in a weird phase.
haha no problem about the rambling :) I didn't even notice
opposite prob, yet still the
opposite prob, yet still the same. parents just think it is a faze, and my friends keep trying to hook me up with sm1...
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