I'm feeling very irritable right now :( I FEEL LIKE I'M STUCK IN THE CLOSET STILL. (woah didn't realize cap locks was on), but I have already come out to basically everyone. I mean I'm out to my three best friends in the whole world. Plus I came out personally to my other friends A., E., and S. and AI. Then I even put in on facebook at the beginning of the year. oh yeah and my MOM.
The thing is, nobody cares. I guess that's a lot better than getting a bunch of hate, but seriously it's like they all just ignore it. I would love to be teased about it and have jokes with my friends, but everyone takes it so seriously. I was expecting it all to feel so much more releaving and climactic.
Maybe it is because I don't fit the stereotype AT ALL and people just think it's a joke... I don't know. I'm ready for college so I can join a bunch of clubs and meet a bunch of people and walk down the street holding a girls hand. Not sure why I want everyone to know, but I do. I spent too long in scilence about a lo of things and I want it all off my chest. again- sorry for the rant :) I feel better.