Apparently that's the thought for the day. At least according to the sign on the Reserves desk in my school library it is. But they have one of these doo-hickeys at the end ---> ! . Mine is more dead-pan. So there you have it. Eeyore advice.
So. I still can't really think of a way to out to the rest of my family...I think I should tackle a mission simpler than me dad though. Like my other sisters and my brother up in 'Frisco. But it's SSSOOOOOOOO much easier to resent them their ignorance than to risk their wrath. Or or I dunno tell me mom to wake up and smell the testosterone. Whatever. More later once I make up me mind.
But I went to karate for the first time in WEEKS today. @_X I was scared I'd be at least chewed out by my classmates, but the awesome part came when they were all really cool about it and helpful and stuff. And now we don't have class next week. Figures, am I right? Beyond that though, I'm super glad I went because I feel much better about meself. There's a lot less self-loathing within a person once one learns to get their ass up and go do what needs to be done, apparently. Next, a job. One of those I need very much. But not so much I'll settle for any-ol-thing, y'understand? Just...need one. Plus I figure if I'm as self-sufficient as I can possibly be, me family won't be so difficult with me. [Is it horrible that I'm walking into this right off the bat with the assumption that it won't go well????]
I also feel like telling SOMEone and it may as well be you guys: I am trying to quit all of my bad stupidities like smoking and whatever...? I will be 28 days without a cigarette 11:00pm tonight and two days off the other dumb thing by midnight. (My friend says I just have issues with /moderation/, since my other stupid is only habit-forming, but I don't care what he says. Even something non-addictive can be when used as a way of coping with stress and getting through the day, and if the only way I can keep from doing that is to drop this shite entirely then that's what I'm gonna do, gorramit!)
Anyroad, I think I'll go catch my bus now.
That is all. Goodbye!