Wow haven't been on here in while. But I've been good, just too busy. I have a week off school which helps so much. Maybe I'll finally learn that if I want to be busy I actually need to sleep and eat and so on as well. I don't think I'll be making that mistake again anytime soon.

I got my learner's permit the other week. I was exited until I actually went driving, now I'm just convinced that everyone else on the road should be very very afraid. I suppose the good news is that I haven't crashed yet.

I really wish I knew what would happen. I'll be finished with high school in about 18 months. I really have no idea what happens after that. It depends on my mood. Sometimes it's the most amazing thing in the world. I could be anywhere, with anyone, doing anything. Other times it scares the shit of me, for obvious reasons. I suppose the two go together. Of course it hardly helps that I have no idea where I want to end up, or how. The one thing I know is that I won't be staying here. There are lots of jobs I've thought of; lawyer, writer, historian plus others. Something a least a bit creative would be nice. But like I said I really don't know what I want. And I really need to figure it out, soon.