ow. i really want my back to stop hurting already. and yeah, i can take asprin for it, but that just means the pain goes away. which means that i do stuff that'll worsen it. so fuck.

my mom's eyes are half swollen shut, cause of a bad reaction to her allergy meds (but at least they didn't have to give her eppy this time....), so i had to run down to get the meds for her. and she gave me fairly good directions to the place, but i get there, and there's halfa dozen TOTALLY UNMARKED BUILDINGS where her allergist's office is! and she's like, oh, ti's the one on the left. WTF?!?! THERE'S SIX ON THE LEFT!!!!! gah.

and i nearly got rearended (not exaggerating) today, cause i'm apparently the only person on the planet who remembers that if you can't completely cross the intersection, no matter the color of the light, YOU DON'T ENTER IT!!!!!! DUH.

god, my back hurts. i know i'm whining, but it does. and please, i appriciate it, but no advice. i know my body, i know what it needs, and right now, i just want to bitch about it.

and the worst part about it? my fav possision to lie in, how i'm the absolute most comfortable, makes my back scream. and usually, it's sooooooo comfortable. guh. usually i don't mind pulled muscles so much, cause if you're not using it, it doesn't hurt (well, maybe on the first day, but not after that), but not this time. it hurts 24/7. i've yet to find a possision where it DOESN'T hurt. and that just makes me cranky.

in other news, i'm reading a book by an LGBT friendly author.....especially the G and T parts. none of her characters are specificly trans (well, sorta....it's complicated) but she has a lot of genderbending moments, and she's certainly got gay characters. her world is a sorta medival fantasy world, so it's kinda dark, but....cool, too.

her name's Lynn Flewelling. read The Bone Doll's Twin first.

BD