is it too easy? too quick? too much? too soon?

it felt this easy the last time, and look what that got me. but....can i always be judging now by then?

i want it so much. i want to drop everything and go running into her arms. but god, i'm so afraid.

and it's not just us...it's the ocean too.

but it's so much fun, like this, and i want more. so much more.

i'm so afraid

the date is too far away, i know i can't wait that long

but am i strong enough to do something sooner?

am i sure enough of you? of me?

BD