i'm being lazy today. i should be writing e-mails, and stuff, but i'm being lazy instead.

i think about J all the time.

i should go out blading, or go to the drugstore to get a calling card, but i'm too damn lazy.

and my head hurts. i know i should take my meds, but they are SO nasty. like...you know how you feel when you hear fingernails on a chalkboard? how your whole body sorta cringes when you think about that? that's how they taste. lol, weird analogy, but...best you're gonna get.

i want to write a story...or maybe i want to read one. but my head hurts too much. i want to sleep, but i already took a nap. i wnat to talk to her again, but she's at school. :(

haha, i'm actually not in a bad mood. just blah. i really should take my meds....*sigh*

i need to clean my backpack, too. it's so grungy right now.

i want food. but i don't have any money to spare. :P ooh, but i think i have some leftovers, maybe. or i could have a bagel. ick. no, i don't want a bagel....i want chicken. i want protien!!!

okay, this was a totally pointless journal entry, lol. did i mention that JMY is my girlfriend??? LOL i love saying that! haha

i think i'll go call wolf, or txt her or something.

oh yeah, she thinks australia sounds really cool, and really wants me to go.

and, the lucky bitch has a birthday in 5 effing days!!! sooo not fair. mine's not for another 11....and half the people haven't even RSVPed to my party yet *sigh*. but other, cool people, ARE coming.

i so wish J could come....haha, when we play scrabble, i'll think of her.

i'm so whipped!!!

BD