And of course, I chicken out.
She's upset with me because I couldn't tell her what was on my mind. She asked me if I was pregnant... And I said "Nooo... this would be like, completely opposite of that.." Then we went back and force on the "Tell me!" "I can't" thing for a good ten minutes.
I'm so scared to tell her.. she's the closest person to me in my life, and she'll be the first person I tell.
I just want to cry.. seriously. And I cried enough yesterday as it is.
I need this secret off my chest. It's such a burden, and it's becoming heavier each day.
I'm going to tell her tomorrow before bed, and show her the family acceptance website.
And I'm going to do it. It feels like I need to, for my own sanity.
Wish me luck, please..