I haven't been on here for a while. Wanna know why?
My 'big secret' was no longer so big, as my mum read my MSN conversation to my friend, talking about us being bi, and how unfair it is that some people judge for it. Joyous.
So I endured a 3 hour argument/discussion about WHY didn't I tell my parents first, and HOW do I know.
AND THEN the next day, mum searched my history and found my best friends blog, where she was discussing just stuff, which the most recent entry was her saying how MY parents were being unfair [which they are/were] and unsupportive [which they are/were]. So I got banned from all computer access, all friend access, no phone, no computer, no REAL telephone. Lammee. I was almost not allowed to go to school [which just happens to be girl only], but I said there was no way I was missing out on school. They can't stop me from education, it's in th elaw! Which it is, I learnt about it two days before.
So I am kinda stuffed up. Officially. Because they JUST DON'T GET IT!!!
AND to add to that, the girl I am completely in love with? Well, it's been really weird hanging around her. Like, she is still my best friend, but we hang out with all the 'emo-les-people' which is a STUPID label. Completely stupid, because not all of them are 'emo' as they say, or lesbian, for that matter. BUT there's this girl. And her name is..let's call her GB. And she is the nicest, prettiest, ungirliest girl ever. And she is SO cool. And sometimes she looks at me likes she knows everything I'm thinking..and I like it. And sometimes she just looks at me, when her friend LK is completely trying to steal her [okay, maybe not really...but her friend is very personal sometimes. I still like LK. She's way cool.], and GB just looks at me, saying, I'm sorry she's taking me away from you' and it is just SO CUTE.