I'm confused. My mind immediately associates my undefined sexuality with the fact that I never know who I am. In a sense, I become those around me. Each year, I change a little bit, starting to act like everyone I was close to. I feel like, if I can figure out what I am, I can figure out who I am (does that make sense?). I never feel like I am me. I feel like I can find myself, but I don't know how... Gah. Confussling.
I hope this isn't an awful first journal entry.