i appear to have pulled about 4 muscles in my lower back. OW. it's actually a lot better than it was last night, when the pain woke me at 5ish....i almost started crying at one point.
it hurts so bad. my whole back feels like it's clenched towrad my spine, and movement of just about any kind hurts it even more.
fuck. i can't quite care yet that it's my party today. i just really want it to stop hurting.
and the stupid heating pads we have are the chemical ones, which never seem to help....not to mention the belt thing is a million times too small, so if i inhale a bit too much, it pops off.
fuck this. i'm starting to cry again. i want to go back to sleep, but lying down hurts so much.