i have a weird sort of problem. um, yeah. i don't even know how to describe it.

cause i love saying that i'm hers. i love it when she says "you're mine" and things along those lines.

but when i say it back to her, i feel....skeevy. like, i dunno.

i hate using the term of ownership. or....maybe i just feel bad about it?

and it bothers me, especially cause i have NO problem whatsoever thinking that i'm hers, and having her say that. i LIKE that. but when i say the same things to her, it feels like somehow, i'm demeaning her.

does that make any sense to anyone?

BD