So tonight I decided to search on google for youth-oriented sites that contain GLBT info and THIS PLACE is what I found?!?! WOAH COOL!!!!!!! I would like to thank whomever started this site (Jeff? Sorry, I have to go back n double check the post where someone mentioned the creator's name...) Allow me to introduce myself. I am 17 years old and I hail from an extremely homophobic place where I am mostly unaccepted for who I am (by the VERY few people that know I'm a bisexual...yep, they'd effin have a heart attack if they knew I was uhm...a LESBIAN!) and other days they are just in denial about it and think I'm going through a phase. These people mainly include my family and a few close family friends. I have a few people in my church community whom I am friends with who are aware of my sexuality but they "don't support" homosexuality, however, they love me anyway.
I have recently been coming to the conclusion that I might be a lesbian after one of said friends brought up the point that they think I'm gay. I got to thinking and examining myself and I think they might be right. I NEVER fanticize about guys-EVER and I'm NOT turned on by them or by images of them with very lil clothing on (even the ones who I find are hott, as in their facial features are attractive) I think penises are disgusting. Plain and simple. I could not care less about guy's abs or asses either. On the flip side, all of my sexual fantacies involve women, having sex with them, touching them etc. I check women out all the time too. I found myself today looking forward to seeing a presentation at my school done by a dance commitee because I knew the ladies would be shakin' their thangs. Am I a lesbian, or what? You be the judge. I still have a few grains of doubt, however regarding my sexuality. I do find some guys to be good-looking-hot even. However, I NEVER find myself having sexual fantacies about them. What are your guy's experiences with this? Can a lesbian STILL find men to be attractive (in a non-sexual way) too?