My first journal entry in a while. I'm calming down right now.
I want to apologize for everything I caused this past week. I'm sorry for my scary posts and my threats. I really do apologize and do not in any way mean to scare anyone. I know I should not put my troubles on others and for this I hope to be forgiven.
Softball conditioning today. First in a while. Felt so nice today. Even just running in the rain made things feel better for a while. I felt free.
I'm going to go let myself calm down more before I write another stupid post.