I would just LOVE the way she feels...
Okay so, I'm having trouble saying out loud that I'm a lesbian...it's really hard because I'm still holding onto the hope that maybe, just MAYBE this is a phase and one day I'll fall in love with a guy and marry him, have children. etc. The only thing is, I'm turned on by women. The way that some of their bodies look is just GASP! I'm constantly having fantascies about having sex with women, touching them, kissing them, you get my point. Why is it that I'm having so much trouble saying that I'm a lesbian out loud? Is there ANY way that I could be straight and just be like, in denial? I don't get turned on by men. I don't have fantascies about them and I think male gentilia is just GRRRRROSSSS! I know that some of you might roll your eyes and say "you're a FUCKEN LESBIAN YOU MORON!" but seriously, I CAN'T accept it! Did you guys first realize you were a homosexual/bisexual because you were constantly having sexual fantascies about the same sex like I am? Please, ANY feedback you can give me would be MUCHLY appriciated!!!!
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For me it's pretty interesting, because I was out as a lesbian before I came out as trans, and now I have to explain to people that I like guys... |D
Sounds to me like you're a lesbian, but it is kind of hard to come to grips with sometimes. But I mean, think about it, why would you be in denial about being straight when you're always fantasizing about women but wish you were straight?
Um, coming out of denial is hard though. Just go with the flow and let yourself be who you are. I think, learning to accept yourself is something only you can do, but it's one of the best things you can do for yourself. I'm sure you'll get there. Good luck and all.
*rolls down window* YOU'RE A
*rolls down window* YOU'RE A LESBIAN!!!!
lol, okay, totally unhelpful.
but, see, like riku said, you are who you are. you like girls, you don't like guys. if you want to call it 'lesbian' then that's what it is....or you can just say "i'm me, screw you all."
words are powerful, but they're ONLY words.
btw, you might want to talk to CrazyPickle. She's not on here much, but I think you guys struggle with a lot of the same issues, so it might be nice to talk to someone who really gets it.
*hug*
and i'm always here if you want to chat.
Bulldyke
"I'm kissing you through the bars of this rhyme/When Julie, I'd do the stars with you anytime/Ah, Juliet" ~Indigo Girls, Romeo and Juliet
Hmm.
I sorta had a similar problem b4 I started posting here. One moment I'd accept that I'm gay/bi, the next I dunno, the next maybe straight. I'd always think about it and about coming out, and would say to myself that I'll tell people when I go off to college. Well, I came out yesterday.
But yeah I see what you mean with the fantasies thing cuz it was close to the same thing with me.
Toodles.
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