...hate to join the suicide brigade, but shoot me now.

okay, that was horrible, but....okay, tat was just horrible.

*sigh* i have icecream. thus the nightmare inducing purple dinasour is singing in my head. tanya huff has it right...that show is a sign of the apacolypse. but that's another story.

i'm going to see the laramie project tomorrow, with Em. i already mentioned that, i think. i'm nervous. i don't much wnat to be crying in front of a bunch of strangers...but at least this time, Em'll be there for me.

it really kinda sucks that she and i'll never work out. she's gonna make someone so happy one day.

i like to flirt. i wish there was a gay hangout nearby...but they're all in the city, which means either relying on the bus, or driving, and i don't want to do either. i don't like city driving at night. ugh. but it would be so nice to have some dyke friends...or even just a friend who was GAY. not all this bi stuff.

nothing against bi...i've loved 2 bi girls very much. it's just...i like talking about being GAY sometimes. ugh, i'm so horrible.

lol, love you Em!

i'm gonna go eat my icecream and watch the rachel maddow show...lol. i'm such a sucker. :P but she mentioned her partner!!!! on live fucking national tv!!! totally casually!!!

but *sigh* she's a dog person. rachel, that is, not susan. such a disappointment. i don't really do dogs...and yes, adam, i said it like that jsut for you. ;D i'm a cat person, through and through.

BD