Rollercoasters are so fun. I wish I could ride one right now. Emotional rollar coasters are NOT fun. I wish I wasn't riding this one. Sugar crashes cause depression--If only for a short time.

Oh, my dear, when will we finally begin? When will we start? if ever we have a beginning...
Hey! Best friend! Where art thou? Have you grown bored of me??

Spring break has arrived!! This week I am going to fuck up my sleep schedule so bad I'm not going to know what day of the week it is. Just like summer. Oh hey, summer is just around the corner, not long left. I have a party tonight. A party of my closest friend. A party I'm slightly dreading. I never know anyone at her parties. What am I supposed to do? I hope I'm hyper, so I can make some friends :D for some reason I usually seem to be kind of down and anti-social, I'm not sure why. The party doesn't actually start until tomorrow, but I always come over early anyway.
I would like to have some caffeine at this party.
I would like to be myself at this party.
I would also like if I had an awesome spectactular present for her. But I don't, so I guess a card will suffice. If I even get her that. Oh well, we are best buds, she understands. Ah, the beauty of friendship and its informalities.
Naps do me well. I'm feeling quite myself after a lengthy doze. Except half the time I was just laying there thinking, but that's ok too, I like to do that. Naps are the cure. Remember that if you feel shitty. Just take a nap.
I do believe I'm ready to party :)