Honestly OKAY CAN MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE RIGHT NOW!?!?!?
I have enough shit to deal with with my due assignments @ school and the homophobia I get like ALMOST EVERYDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT MY PALM PILOT HAD TO GET FUCKEN STOLEN @ SCHOOL?!?!? WTFUUUCCCK!??!?! GODDDDDDDDD! OKAY WELL IT MIGHT GET FOUND BUT PROLLY NOT STUPID CRIMINALS IN MY STUPID SCHOOL I HATE THE HOMOPHOBIA I GET FROM HOME I HATE IT AND FROM CHURCH TOOO AHHHRGH. OMG I HATE MY LIFE SOMETIMES!!!!!OMG I HATE MY LIFE SOMETIMES!!!!!!!!( But...it's my life nonetheless...) I just feel like shit sometimes...not suicidal, but like shit, I'm used to hating myself. I think the only difference with somone who is suicidal is that they can't handle hating themselves. Ever since I was a kid I've hated myself so I'm used to it so I don't hurt myself or want to kill myself (just so you guy's don't get concerned)