Chickpeas and pretty food. XD

21 March, 2009 - 7:16am — l.enigma_ambulante

Wow.. random title.. =]
Ehh, they have to do with "her" haha.

I do have to say... I think she might... MIGHT... like me. A girl could wish, but seriously.. we talked a lot today, and she kept coming up to me and talking to me while I was on the computer and she was sitting at a table on the other side of the computer lab. FOUR TIMES!! =D I was quite excited lol.

Anddd... I just messaged her on facebook asking her to add me on msn.
=o One small step, one giant leap for my confidence lol!!

I really wish I could be more.. open with her, I guess I could say. It seems like everytime either she or I start a conversation, I freeze up and end up saying something like.. "Yeah.." "uh huh.." "ookay.. " because I'm nervous, and I want to make a good impression, but i can't. =/

So I basically spent the night sitting in the bar with my mother and her friends, while I COULD have been at a friends birthday party, having an awesome time.
So goes my life. XD

I'm super tired.. the smell of smoke and alcohol always make me sleepy.. I'ma go to sleep now.
Goodnight, everyone!
<3 l. enigma

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21 March, 2009 - 3:37pm — Siovampire

aw yea...it's really tough

aw yea...it's really tough getting to the level where you can actually form coherent thoughts when around the person you like XD you just gotta breathe and relax. and yea, that's really friggin hard sometimes, but it's the key

good luck!

21 March, 2009 - 11:05pm — l.enigma_ambulante

Me? Try to relax around

Me? Try to relax around HER?????
Oh boy... lol
I think I would be more relaxed around her if we were alone, and not in a classroom, around other people.. hmm.

22 March, 2009 - 1:39am — Siovampire

oh no no haha I don't mean

oh no no haha I don't mean be like totally calm and serene...that's almost impossible XD i just mean...try to think and just say what you feel. and yea, it's usually easier when theres no one around....it helps her to focus on you and it takes stress of you

21 March, 2009 - 6:45pm — loreonpravus

I had poutine with mushrooms

I had poutine with mushrooms and onions and peas last night. Um...!

Whenever I'm around someone I like my brains fall out of my head and I spend the next five minutes running around trying to find it. =D

21 March, 2009 - 7:58pm — Nanook

I love chickpeas =] Anyway.

I love chickpeas =]

Anyway. That's cute. That's so HARD though (that's what he said!). Like, ugh, I hate that stage SO MUCH.

I'm a pretty natural flirter. Except when I fuck things up. Like when I introduced myself to Jake: "Hey, I'm Jake. FUCK! I'm Thomas. THOMAS! Sorry!". Or when I accidentally let out an "I love you". Y'see, I say I love you to EVERYONE. But Jake's different, I like the kid a TON. But, then we froze up at the stage you're at. So I asked him if he had a crush. And he said he did. And he asked me if I did. And I replied with the same thing. I told him to describe the boy. He described me. He asked me to describe the boy I liked. I described him. Then I asked who the person's name was. He said, "Jake... FUCK! Sorry, I meant Thomas". He asked me the same question. I answered Timothy. And I was like JK! I like you Jake.

So maybe you could got sorta the same route as me, perhaps? Ionno, I hate that stage.

21 March, 2009 - 11:03pm — l.enigma_ambulante

lol!!

You guys make me giggle. =]

Speaking of poutine.. that sounds amazingly good right now.. maybe I'll make some for supper tonight...

& Yes, my brain DOES turn to mush around her... and when I was on my way to the bar with my mother, I couldn't stop thinking about her, and I was really quiet, so my mom asks me what I'm think about. I'm like... uhhhhmmmmm.... nothing? lol
It's getting really hard to keep this from my mom.. we're so close and everything. Maybe I'll write a journal... hmm. I'll do that.
But yes..
Nanook, I seriously lmao'd (new verb! XD) when you said you told him his name instead of yours. I could see myself doing that, actually... haha!!