OMGGGGG I'm such a CHILD!!! There's this freshman...her name is Bre *points to obvious title* and she's...interesting. We went to middle school together, and apparently, we were in a summer program together like....6 years ago. She remembers us being friends then but I don't remember much from that summer.

But she's cute...in an odd way. She has amazing eyes...like steel gray with blacker hues around her pupils. Her hair is dyed black, but not trashy...it's really nice on her. And she's kinda short...but tough..like a little solid tank lol And she's got wicked ear piercings.

I was intimidated by her when I first got to know her. I thought she was a slut and like...one of those white trash girls...but then...

She's sweet...and gentle...but knows when to stick up for herself and others. She wanted to hang out with me last night but I was with my friend so I couldn't. But she was really trying to chill with me, like almost begging haha And I was like...that's odd but ok. And then today she told me she likes me..... :)

She's "with" this girl...Jessie...but she's like head over heels for her. But Jessie is dangling her on a string! Jessie's a senior and she has a GIRLFRIEND....Bre said she knows that Jessie's like toying with her...but she can't get away from her. so that makes me mad....but *shrug*

But I said "if this thing with Jessie finally goes away, which I hope it does because it's not good for someone like you to be toyed with....call me."

we were sitting on the swings outside and it was really sunny...this light breeze came up and she squinted cutely at me and brushed some hair from in front of her face...and she said "you'd be the first i'd call..."

then finally we had to leave and her grandma dropped me off at my house...and she just texted me "I really wanted to kiss you before..."

*heart melt*

I dont know what to do....I like her...not in love, nowhere near! but I feel like this could be good.....but I'm scared. She scares me.....